A little over a year ago I was taking a look back at the financial results of 12 years of trading:
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POST FROM OCT 2010:
12 years ago I started trading full-time. It was Oct 1, 1998 when I resolved that I was going to spend all my efforts making a living at trading. Those were heady days, coming off the Russian debt crises and headed into the go-go years of the dot.bomb era. I used to freak out when my I lost more than a thousand a day. And I mean really freak out. That was huge money to me back then. Connection to my on-line accounts was through a 14.4 baud modem. And a single, 12 inch screen served as my window to the financial world. I shake my head in amazement at how the tools and access have changed, and that I even lasted this long.
As I was updating my account tracking this morning for end of quarter results, I was thinking back to those early days and comparing my capital base today with what I started with 12 years ago. I've grown my capital 11.5x over 12 years,
after tax, and
after draw down for living expenses. What is that? A 1153% return? The number is so big that even I get confused trying to turn it into a percentage. That's about a 23.5% annual (after-tax, after living expenses) return on capital. Over these 12 years, the S&P 500 has gone up 40.7%. That's about a 3% annual return (pre-tax and no living expense draw down). I crushed the overall market's performance, by at least 20 percentage points a year, over a 12 year period, significantly more if I throw back into the pot all the taxes and living expenses (which I unfortunately didn't track).
This morning I'm filled with a tremendous sense of satisfaction. A peaceful calm has come over me. I survived:
- The Russian debt crises
- The dot.bomb debacle
- Two huge recessions
- 9/11
- A moron's presidency (George W Bush)
- Two wars
- A doubting wife
- A heart attack (seriously, they hurt)
- The collapse of our nation's financial industry
- and, the Real Estate bubble of a lifetime
I got here by an ever changing approach to trading:
- Shorting lock-up releases
- Mo-mo investing
- Russell Index front running
- IBD 100 front running
- Aero specialization
- Day-trading the stochastics of SSO and SDS
- The lazy man carry trade
I don't have a clue what's in store for the next 12 years. But I really hope to be sitting behind a computer then too and reflecting on those 12 as being just as successful as the previous 12. And if I can get though the next 12 without another heart attack, I'll be especially grateful.
Trading's a tough business. It's immensely stressful, at times. But I wouldn't
trade it for anything else in the world. I love what I do.
Today's a day of celebration. I'm taking the day off. I'm celebrating 12 years of survival through stressful times and coming out the other end alive and significantly better off financially. I'm going to do something fun. I'm going to find something to trade, something other than a security.
I'll probably go trade silly bands with my neighbor's 5 year old child.
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I wish the 13th year (2011) had been better. But given the fact that it was the unlucky 13th year, and I am extremely
superstitious, it makes common sense that the year wasn't great. It wasn't bad, but nothing to write home about. It was largely a continuation of
The Lazy Man Carry Trade. Leveraged up to my eyeballs, I sat in high yielding, leveraged, equity and debt, closed-end funds. AWP, CHW, CSQ, EAD, ETG, ETO, EVT, HIX, HYT, IGR, MVO, UTF, UTG were my main investment vehicles. Paying only 1.25% on money borrowed, I banked dividend payouts of 7 - 10%. So, this carry trade made sense.
And I made my share of decent trades other than just sitting back to collect dividends. I booked some major gains by bailing on a large slice of my MVO position near its peak on the year. And I traded in and out of more than a few names to scalp gains here and there.
But, I failed badly on two fronts. I failed to accurately read the overall market trend. The market hit its high in the spring, and I didn't trim. In late summer, when problems erupted over the budget debate in Washington DC, I stubbornly rode my positions down and gave back serious gains. While I added some into the fall weakness, it wasn't near enough.
One of the worse issues I faced though was a failure in investment thesis. I thought 2011 would be the year that interest rates would rise, that inflation picked up, and that equities would start a major move higher. I therefore trimmed back on debt positions, added greatly to real estate positions, and layered on interest rate hedges. I got killed when bonds rose, real estate tanked, and interest rates fell through the floor. I wound up with major losses in TBT and AWP. And I missed the run in my debt funds.
I did have luck on my side. My savior, pulling my year out of the fire, was a little jewel of a micro-cap in which I have 10% of my capital parked - EDAC. Its a nice little company in the Aero industry. I have followed this industry closely for years, trading in and out of names like LMIA, TGI, CVU, DCO, TDG and EDAC. My EDAC position though has been a LT hold. I've been in the stock for years, and it paid in spades in 2011. EDAC moved from $4 to $11, banking me serious coin. Sometimes, it really does pay to have lady luck in your corner.
Still, it wasn't a bad year. I wound up making a 1% return on my capital. Not allotting for taxes and draw-downs, my real pre-tax return was in the 10% range. For the year, the market was flat, and the average hedge fund lost about 4.5%. So, I was 10% above the mkt, and 15% higher than the average hedge fund. So, not a bad year, but not my norm either.
That did however, drag down my historical 23.5% annual return coming into year 13. It now sits around the 21% range. BUT, that's after-tax, after draw down for living expenses. So, its normal for me to be making 30%+ returns. So from that perspective, 2011 was not a good year.
My taxable income was significantly higher than my return on capital because I was still booking gains carried from 2009 when I returned north of 60%. And I had major living expense draws to pay college bills for a child, continued to furnish our new home, paid expenses on a property swap, and pulled off a more than minor kitchen upgrade project. So, all in all, I'll take a 1% growth on my capital after all those costs, and in a year where the overall market was flat. I should have done better though.
A look at returns around the world in 2011:
2011 is in the history books. It's on to year 14 ... and better times ahead.